Ah, you’re here! And you would like to know a bit more about me, how I came to be a lightworker and how the events of my life have unfolded to bring me here with you? Let’s dive in!
I have always been a sensitive and intuitive person, though as a child I did not recognize it as a strength.
Like most people, I was worried about being different or not fitting in. It was not for many years, finally with the help of my Guides, that I learned that my differences are my strength. It has taken a lot of time, faith, and courage to own my sensitivity as a gift.
As I have learned to follow my inner wisdom and guidance, I have been shown time and time again how it was the “right” thing to do.
I use it now for everything from knowing when to say yes to a social invitation (and when to leave because the energy is dissolving or getting lower), to creating a peaceful sanctuary in my home where I feel at ease and am free to create and connect with myself in a meaningful way.
I have learned to trust it for any choice, really. And what’s most amazing is that it comes with an incredible sense of stability and security. I don’t spend so much time worrying about decision-making or trying to figure things out intellectually.
Now I can just drop into my heart and feel my way through the navigation of my life.
I believe all people born with energy sensitivity have this capacity and need only choose to use it and listen to it. For those not born in this more open way, I know it is learnable, that it can be developed through practice and with Guidance and Support from our Angels and it is my Joy to assist in this process for people.
We each have a unique and indeed necessary perspective that only we can express. And when it’s shared authentically and free, it makes a profound difference in the lives of those we meet; somehow I feel this is the purpose of learning who you are, and then BEING that with others.
Our diversity and individuality is so beautiful and so Divinely Planned. I am deeply grateful today for the cultivated gift of energy sensitivity, for the ability to be so open that I am often moved to tears by the beauty in nature and people. I would say that it provides access to the aliveness that all people so desire to experience.
How my journey began…
When I was younger, I had had dreams where I would fly.
It wasn’t until my first year of college in Chestnut Hill, Massachusetts that I realized something significant was happening in those dreams.
The day I first walked in to my dorm room, I knew instantly that I had been there before. And I remembered that it was in one of those flying dreams.
It was one of those full body goose bumps moments. It was just too tangible to ignore or pass off as coincidence.
Later, when I was in my early 20’s I had an experience where I was grieving the loss of my Grandparents passing and had an incredible telepathic conversation with my beloved cat, Austin.
He always seemed to be extra nurturing when I felt sadness, and for some reason in my pain and trying to find a way to make it through the loss, I began speaking to him.
It just felt right at the time. I was completely surprised when I had these images and impressions of emotion and words that came from him.
I could literally feel his love as though it was a package of energy that he gifted to my heart directly.
I would say that I took my first class with Jeff Johnston by accident, but I know so much better now that very little that occurs in our lives is ever “by accident”.
I was so moved by my experience learning from Jeff, that I ended up studying with him for seven years!
My dear friend at the time had learned there was a school opening in town for learning meditation and clairvoyant readings. I wasn’t actually interested in it, but this particular friend had brought many new things in to my life that turned out to be enjoyable and expansive, so I went with her.
That first class became the beginning for me of something so REAL, tangible, and magical, that it became my purpose and paved the path to becoming the Healer that I am today.
Before taking that first class with Jeff, I thought energy and intuition were woo woo or that it was not something that it was something only accessible to people born with the gift of being psychic.
I can remember still the first time that we did a grounding exercise and I literally felt the pull of the energy rooting into the earth; the incredibly physiological experience of being in my own body with so much awareness. I was so amazed at how REAL it actually was!
I learned through that process that we all have an energy body and that intuition is not a gift but a learnable skill!
In fact we can all learn how to work with our Chakras and Aura to maintain better well being not only energetically but mentally, emotionally, and physically. I remember wondering why this was not taught in school.
Why do so many people not know about or get to experience this incredible muscle of our intuitive sense?
One thing I know for sure is that it is indeed teachable and that the more you practice and use it, the stronger it becomes.
I want you to know that I have been through the fire and back.
In spiritual process and Journey, we are given many significant events that strip away our masks, any pretenses, and attachments to ego.
I have experienced being a survivor of sexual abuse, and I learned not only how to heal, but how that experience indeed was important as an opportunity for my humanness to know my own strength and worth.
I married fairly young and later divorced. I went through all of the process of what I now call “playing house,” because when I look back I see that I was living from an inherited conversation about what happiness is, what a woman “should” want and be, NOT from my authentic expression and not from my true Joy.
It took me many years to summon the courage to get divorced. To be the one who said, “we aren’t happy” and I know there’s more for us apart than here for us together. I experienced the guilt, and shame, and feelings of failure, but I also learned how to take responsibility for my part in the failure, and became a better person for it.
Today my ex-husband and I are friends. Seriously!
I know the experience of having a lot of money and having no money.
I have had the blessing of owning a home and then the painful experience of losing it because I could no longer afford to pay my mortgage.
I remember the shame I felt at the time. That I didn’t want people to know, and then with the help of my Guides I started to see that the dream of owning a home was another one of those inherited conversations that I thought somehow represented my success as a person, and even thought it validated and was somehow ME.
As I learned to let go of those beliefs, I emerged stronger, clearer, more free than I’d ever been.
Working with my Guides and Angels has been an incredible blessing and, as I have learned to listen and act in alignment with their guidance, I have become more free to be myself, more comfortable in my own skin.
Although there is much that I love about the earth plane, about being human, I truly know that I am also my SOUL, that I am eternal, and that nothing in physical [physicality, the physical realm?) defines who I AM.